Fat Day

Do you ever have those days where you just feel F.A.T?? Well those days are becoming way to common in my life! I woke up today just feeling fat....felt that way all day! My clothes didn't seem to fit, sat by the pool in my swimsuit, and just dwelled on feeling fat today . I am throwing a pity party for myself...I know! BUT...I want a personal trainer, one person that will motivate me and push me past my limit because I just cannot seem to do that myself. I used to be fit and never imagined myself where I am today...so completely out of shape that it seems like I will never get back in shape! What saddens me is that I do not have a job and I still have a year of school left so the personal trainer part is out of the question for the next year. SAD DAY for me! BUT...I went running tonight. My legs started cramping and I ended up walking most of it, but hey it is a start. I want to eat better, smaller portions, and lose the Dr. Pepper cravings! I'll let you know how it goes...

We went to Mozarts today in Austin. It is my second time to be there. I think I am in love. It is right on Lake Austin. It is a little coffee shop where people are working, reading, studying, etc. Aww, so peaceful! I am currently reading Blue Like Jazz written by Donald Miller. I have attempted to start that book several times, but finally getting to read it.

P.S. My straightner broke, yes broke without warning! It saddens me. I had to use my curling iron and I felt like I was in jr. high all over again. Ha!